guess your wondering why im back so early. muahaha. i ended at 11 today! well.. im supposed to attend a make-up lecture later on at 5-7 but i decided not to go cause im being a pig like i always am. haha, anyways, tmrw i have class till late at night so its kinda bothering and spoiling my day today! tmrw i've make-up BLAW lecture so actually makes so ass difference even when we have an assy labour day holiday. sucks even more cause we have to repay with the next few days of our school! but this week's e learning so it aint that bad! dont have to attend BCA, IAC and LMS classes. haha so im pretty much lessened of my burden you can say! tmrw soccer yayyyy, finally im getting a little exercise! i've been so much of a pig this holidays i even get tired after so much of the thought of climbing the stairs.HAHA. ohk la im quite fit really. haha. futsal on sat too! wha wha much exercise this week, i dont think i will die. right? ohk. so maybe i was a little skeptical that i'd actually have fun with my current classmates, guess they aint so bad afterall! guys are guys and they just make you laugh all the same right? & felicia you freaking idiot you can be my best friend and make fun of everyones names with me. haha!

haha, i think you've been slow on my life, cause pretty alot has happened recently! haha. im still trying to accept some facts, and somehow trying to avoid the others. somehow im feeling like i dont wanna be tied down. on the other hand..... haha. dont tell you. anyway what im trying to tell you is.. no matter how much you try and run away from a situation, it always catches up with you, grabs your hand and pulls you back. bottom line? haha, you can never run away from reality. (no matter how hard you try and live in denial) its always there at the back of your mind and you just duwanna face it. yeah it'll slowly creep in, in time to come, you find yourself eaten up by this feeling. and nope, you cant stop it till you deal with it, fight it and kill it.